Maybe I hate you less and love you a little more 5

I drove us to our little hill in the small sad excuse I would call a car. He laid on the hood of the car,  I sat on the roof of it. This is just like old times, huh?
Nny let out a small chuckle.
"This place hasn't changed much."
"Yeah, it hasn't."
"..."

We sorta just sat there, in silence, not doing or saying much of anything.
"What do you think about life, Nny..?" Where did that question come from?
"Life? Ha. I've been to Heaven and Hell, still no knowledge if it really does exsist. If life wanted me to die so bad it would have done it more than once. But the fact is I already died, so am I still dead? But what ever. I think life is stupid and meaningless, but at the same time I also like it. Those who are bastards shouldn't live, don't you agree? They make the world wallow in it's filth. It'd be a much better place without them. Life is fucked up."

I took a few minutes to let his words soak in.
"Wow,"  I said, looking up at the multi-colored sky for a bit, "You're... right."
He looked at me and smiled.
"I suppose."

We then continued to sit on the car, watching the sun set.  For the first time in my life, I'm not afraid, I'm not scared, I'm not bored, but I think I'm actually.... happy? Yeah. I'm totally happy right now.

I smile a bit to myself and check the time.

"Wow, it's late,"
"Yup. It sure is."
"Well, I got to get going, I have work tomorrow.."
"Oh... Well," He slid off of the car, "I understand. A person's gotta work. Well, I'll walk home ,you don't need to drop me off."
"A-are you sure??? It's dark out..." I hopped off of the car as well.
"Yeah, don't worry I'll be fine." He walked over to me and held my hand. I blushed. His hand was freezing, but at the same time warm. Does that make sense??? Probably not. I turned my body to face him. I looked into his eyes trying to find something - but they're so hard to read. I leaned my face in a little closer. So did he.

We pecked each other's lips and quickly backed away from one another. Nny looked away from me and I blushed looking at my feet.

If that wasn't akward I don't know what is.

Out of nowhere, he hugs me. He looks at me then smiles.
"See you later," He says, walking away with a wave.
"See ya." I wave a bit back then get into my sad little piece of junk. I smile to myself. Damn brain I hate you.